Tuesday, October 31, 2006 | 12:18 am

im angsting. under construction

sighz, pple, im angsting, so read at ur own risk. dis is a song i juz tot up, cant reali slp, its still under construction, i havent exactly found e chords to some parts yet (too lazy to) but yeah, here's it.

verse
sitting at my window sill
heaven crying of all the ills
dis dreadful world causes, and
I feel it.


suffering down deep inside,
felt the urge to go outside
walked while icy raindrops chilled me
to the bone

pre-chorus
i wish for the wind, to blow, me
blow my troubles far far away.
how lovely

I wish for the sun to shine,
the birds to sing a meadow green
to run and not grow weary.

chorus
baby its just tearing me to pieces
honey I don't know

verse
watching you with another guy
while im left out alone outside
my spirit being sucked out into the cold

I cared so much for you
so many many sleepless nights
talking to you on the phone
being there when you are alone~

even when the cold wind
blows

chorus
baby its just tearing me to pieces
honey, i don't know

bridge (im sowie, its e most angsty)
you make everything
seem so
ephemeral, a cacophony
of cries deep down
inside this scarred heart
I don't know
what to do
I've tried my best to be
That Guy For You

ending
yet I yearn for your sweet smile
your honey coated voice over the
phone.

baby its just tearing me to pieces
cos honey, I love you so.

-the end-

sighz, sorry for the angsty post, kinda reflects partially my feelings, i kinda hate e rain rite now, makes me real down, even cloudy daes. and yeah, u def dun wanna bump into mi walking down the street when its raining, trust me. lemme try to slp, n yeah, tmr i'll be fine, dun worrie guys. n yeah, dis song will probably be under construction for a long time, at least not till i feel down again.

honey, dun read into dis.

cutefish