Sunday, September 30, 2007 | 2:41 am

stuff

okie guys, im sorrie abt e apparent emo-ness arnd here recently. cant be helped, been following dis reali deep jap drama which has kept mi tinking... n off course guys n gals wif whom i've been debating wif, so...

oh wells. it was nice to haf e 3rd n 2nd last episodes of first kiss uploaded so fast (= its been crawling, an ave of 1.5wks per episode. i guess e guys hu cant understand jap n hence must rely on subbed episodes were too excited to noe e conclusion of dis reali gd drama n pressured e guys into subbing so fast dat e 2nd last episode came out juz 2 daes after e 3rd last episode. oh wells, dat leaves e last episode! )= so sad dat its gonna be over. some of e episodes were reali touching.

onto more serious stuff. urgh. todae had some interesting debates ggin on. firstly, i qned 2 gd frens' treatment n views of their gfs. basically, y were dey always complaining of their gf dis or their gf dat, when, firstly, dey chose to love n care for dem, secondly, dey aso haf their own flaws which their gfs haf to put up wif. i mean, ok la, dey might make ya mad wif some of their flaws, but its onli natural, rite? i mean, dere cant be a perfect fit. i'ld seriously be scared if dere's a gal hu luvs exactly everything i lyk n hates everything i hate. lyfe wuld be boring! n off course, im a hypocrite, i wuld try my best to discourage my gf, if i had one, frm drinking. though it saves water, u're killing ur liver! (e worse thing someone can suffer is being my liver on a sat nite) sighz, i dunno. i mean, dey're alrdy lucky dey found someone hu dey can love n be loved by, c'mon, it isnt dat easy for dese stuff to work out, i tink. i dunno la.

c saes gals r overrated. hmmm. i tink mebbe wad he meant was relationships r overrated. dat one i agree, considerin e influence of e media n all e crap, but den again, mebbe relationships, e longing for a life partner, as being sth quite impt in our lives, may veh well be true. i mean, if not, y r dere so mani dramas which toucj pple's heart, abt relationships? im sure u pple haf watched either winter sonata, or sleepless in seattle rite? so den again, mebbe its not overrated afterall. granted, dere r other impt stuff lyk family n frens, which i've not neglected. in fact, i was fortunate enunff to seat down n haf a gd chat wif my sis dis wk abt everything, frm wads happening at skool, to e guys, classroom politics, n her academics. (=

ok, hmmm. e 2nd last episode of 'first kiss', or 10th episode rather, kinda dealt wif, among e usual stuff lyk e bro-sis love hate rela, e sis' rela wif e doc, e bro's job probs n passion for photog which e sis treasures alot too, n e bro's messy love life; e episode also dealt wif e concept of happiness. cos yeah, e poor gal in e story was reali reali happie, realized she enjoyed her summer thoroughly, n now finds dat she has everything to lose if e op goes wrong. e deep part was when she was ponderin dis outside e house n one of e guys came baq frm a store wif a bottle of lemonade, which he drinks in front of her, n appears veh contented. she compared happiness to dat bottle, saying dat it'll eventually come to an end. n yeah, e poor gal was juz so veh scared cos she was juz so veh happie. which yeah, e bro den highlighted in his narrative dat dats e characteristic of happiness, once u haf it, u'll be afraid of losing it. its veh true, i mean, u reali haf all to lose. sighz, dunno la.

finally, hmmm, im too tired to elaborate much on dis last pt though i've been carryin dis debate over e past few daes wif a skoolfren, but, i compared e true nice guys to dinos, dat dey're extinct. she went lyk, gd, cos im interested in archeology. LOL. neways we den proceeded to blame each other's gender, species, wadever u wanna call it, 4 causing e extinction of e dinos (dinos as in nice guys, though i tink gals might be e cause for e extinction of e dinos too :P) oh well, i can onli wish for her to find a reali living dino soon. sighz. wished i met dis idealist earlier when i still was one.

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007 | 1:20 am

HAPPIE MOONCAKE DAE!

omg, i noe dis is a few hrs late (its alrdy into e next dae), but, happie mooncake dae everyone! (=

to be honest, renaming e mid autumn festival as e cute 'mooncake dae' was not reali my idea, i kinda coped it frm e gal i had a crush on in sec 3. sighz, she was cute (= neways happie mooncake dae!

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Thursday, September 20, 2007 | 11:17 pm

at last, a happie ending!

oh man oh man, proposal daisakusen ended happily, finally, but onli on e last episode. e guy finally mustered up enuff courage to tell e gal, at her wedding, in front of all e guests, dat he loved her those 14 years he was by her side, n dat he still loved her, n dat though e wedding was excruciating for him, he did dis, cos she was still a big part of him n his lyfe n dat he needed her...

so touching! he did 'a gabriel' (a gabriel is a rather inside joke among mi n some frens, n refers to a guy revealling to a gal abt his feelings, cos dats wad he did, wif quite unusual and unfortunate results, but dun worrie gab! im still behind ya!), albeit a perfect gabriel. neways e show den continued wif e gal finally realizing dat all e time, e guy actuali loved her, but she was not completely honest wif him and how she felt abt him. seriously, throughout e whole series, she was so hard to get thru to, dat try n try again, (he even proposed to her on e usual trip baq in time in e 8th episode, onli to be told 'u dun understand do u? after 14 years u still dun understand.' )= ) btu yeah, he loved her in e quiet way, doing stuff outta love for her, even crazily trying for an impossible homerun juz to change e past where she was crying after e baseball match cos dey lost. after such lengths, e gal still din geddit, n e guy finally had ta do a 'one shot reversal' an entire homerun at e wedding to win e game. n he did, she finally realized n went after him. (=

i guess one thing i've learnt frm e show is to always be true to ur own feelings. no matter wad. no matter how much courage u nd to haf, or how screwed up stuff will be if u get rejected, u juz haf ta persevere. dats wad i've aso learnt frm e pple arnd mi, e frens i've known hu juz go n put their heart out in e open, most of whom got their hearts crushed, stomped on, thrown baq into their face, broken, told their frens whom (rather its juz mi) childed dem for being so crazy. damnit, im sorrie. but yeah, u guys will always be my role models (=

u noe, some pple haf told mi dat im reali fake. e reason is, if u wear ur heart on ur sleeve, if u put ur heart in e open, dere'll be pple who, without tinking, will juz reach out n hit it, stab it, crush it, break it. n it hurts when dat happens. it reali does. its e heart for crying out loud, not a toy or anything. i guess im too scared, even to e pt of a coward. but i haf put my heart out sometimes. i've always been perfectly honest n myself wif my gd frens, dat i can sae. even though im a joker in a group, im serious n honest when im alone wif dem. but e crappy thing is, i can nv be perfectly honest wif e person i truly love. i wish i can. its juz, scary. very scary. u'all dat haf exp an inconsiderate person juz shattering ur heart, most of e time unknowingly wif respect to e person hu did it, or sometimes purely out of jest, u noe e feeling. its worse den being in e bottom of e deepest darkest abyss. but its at times lyk dese dat i realize, i've God and frens to pull mi up. not to mention my cute lill sis (= its not so bad. i rmb e time i was veh upset over sth, e jokers whom im now trying desperately hard to mug wif everydae, dey dragged mi out to dota, though i told dem i din feel lyk it. though dey din reali ask mi abt e prob, dey knew, i had told dem, n yeah, dey juz kept mi company e whole dae. even e couple, hu coulda used e sat 4 better things, dey stuck by. my maths teacher was so wrong, even during exams, ur frens will nv abondon u, nor wuld u abondon dem. we'll all stick tog n work it out, rite? (= juz lyk e 5 frens in proposal daisakusen, whom, though dey missed doing a tradition thingy dey all do tog every new yr, cos one of dem din feel lyk doing, dey all went to find dat one person to celebrate e new yr's wif, cos as dey said 'it doesnt matter where u r, all dat matters is hu u're wif.' (=

i guess, im quite blessed (= thus, i wun be so hum nemore. gab, im gonna do e impossible. im gonna do a gabriel.

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| 1:13 am

bleahx, even more emo

bleahx, after dat watched an episode of proposal daisakusen, tot it wuld cheer mi up cos so far all e episodes haf ended on a happy note. not dis one though )= it was sad. e guy was too hum, din confess his feelings, tried to stop e prof frm confessing his own feelings to e gal, but in e end failed. ah but 2 gd things came outta it. 1, one of his joker frens got attached to e gal after e incident where e guy spurred his fren on to chase after e gal n stop her frm ggin baq to her ex. 2, his other fren finally realized dat e guy could actuali go baq in time.

sighz

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| 12:12 am

a bad bro

okie i dun wanna tok abt exams for now. sighz, e subbed episode 8 of e drama 'first kiss' was finally posted after 2 wks or so, n my, was it sad. sighz )=

its kinda complicated to explain la, but in e end e brother hu tries so hard to protect his sister and keep her happie e last few daes b4 she flies baq to LA for a heart surgery wif a 50% success rate, e bro ends up havin to make a choice btw ruining his sister's happiness or lettin e doc she's dating ruin his future. cos neways, as he heard frm another senior doc hus in charge of e doc e gal's dating, dese relas dun end up well for either party. sighz. so e bro had ta be an idiot n break dem up, resulting in his sister suffering a heartbreak as she took the selfless decision n broke up wif e doc upon hearing dat e doc will ruin his future if he insists on being wif her. ironically, in tryin to take care of his sis during her last daes wif him b4 she goes baq for e surgery, bro ruins his own future by givin up e chance to break into e photographing industry wif a contract at voila, overseas, as dat will mean dat he has to leave his sis behind n head for france 2 wks b4 his sis goes baq to LA.

urgh, neways e reali sad part is he made his sis cry n cry during e whole episode )= n broke her heart. haiz. poor bloke, he tried his best. sighz.

at least he's selfless.

honestly speakin, as an older bro myself, i dun tink i've been dat gd an older bro at all. always being out of e house whenever i get e chance, not even gettin my sis a bdae pressie, come to tink of it, i havent sat down wif her dis yr to tok abt how skool is for her.

im a reali bad bro. unlyk dis guy in e drama, dis yr all i seemed to care abt was for my frens n myself, but nv for my sis hu still cared abt mi. i rmb last time when we were young, i used to look out for her, help her in studies etc, even staying up till late to help her wif her art piece. but i din mind, i kinda enjoyed it. haiz. i guess i reali 4got abt her dis yr.

i'll be a better bro. i promise.

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Saturday, September 15, 2007 | 12:26 am

omg, i din noe i was dat entertaining

was bored, so i checked blog patrol to see how mani visitors i've been gettin dese few daes. not bad, as usual i get a small number of random pple hu find dis place thru google, but yeah, i dun tink dis place is dat google-able yet (= also, kh mentioned in a passing comment dat my blog's, in his own words, 'very emo! esp dese few daes.' so yepp, i decided i shall blog sth different for a change.

taking into account e fact dat im quite bored, i followed up on one of e feeders to my blog dat blog patrol returned, n found dat someone had found my blog by accessing it thru a link on a page containing dis old post abt mi. which turned out to be surprisingly entertaining! damn, i nv knew dat stressful episode will turn out to be bloggable material! neways i dun wanna copy n paste it here (i respect intellectual property rites :P) so yepp, i shall instead link it:

http://burobbi.blogspot.com/2006/09/chronicles-of-jloh-i.html

chronicles of jloh indeed, lol, it was quite a brave venture, (considerin i cant survive wif less den 50 bucks in my wallet without panicking; of which dis bad mindset i attribute solely to ggin out wif amy too much, dat high maintanance ex-ac gal reali influenced mi :P see la amie!) which on hindsight, is quite funnie.

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Thursday, September 13, 2007 | 6:10 pm

more thinking

i've been doing more thinking, (yes, after watching more Proposal Daisakusen), is it ok to juz let everything go lyk dat? without even trying once? my 2 gd frens, dey both did 'a gabriel' (simply put: confessed their feelings), n i reali respect dem for dat. hontoni des-ka. i've done it onli once in my lyfe directly to a gal, unfortunately she gave mi an ans on e spur of e moment onli to retract it l8r, but i dun blame her, pple make mistakes, n she did mi a big favour by not letting e small mistake become a big one. if u're reading dis, thanks, reali. n yepp, thanks 4 still being my fren whom i can depend on (=

but yah, sad to sae, i've been reali hum after dat, din wanna feel dat way lyk i felt e next dae. afterall, to be honest, i was so psyched up dat nite, and as it was e sec 1 end of yrs test, e next morning was lyfe science, n i practically owned e paper. lyk owned, i got 91%, juz 1% shy of e first in lvl. but yeah, e next dae was e higher chi paper n u could guess wad happened :P nah it wasnt as much her fault as my horrible mastery of e chinese language.

oh wait, i juz rmb, yepp i did admit to another gal dat i lyked her. but ah well, nvm la, i was naive again, it was all a misunderstanding. n i dun blame her as well la, she tried, but suffered. my fault. dui bu qi rang ni shou ku )= i tried my best to juz care for her too. but yeah, had to let go in e end. but yeah, e circumstances of e thingy is rather funnie looking baq, dun u tink? i guess i let my despo side get e better of mi at first. but yeah, l8r on, after cts, i sincerely cared for u.

nvm la. but haiz, izzit okie to let dis one juz go lyk dat? afterall, i had a chance once, however small it was.

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007 | 11:48 pm

some serious tots

okie, im baq! yay~ prelims aside, (actuali i've not reali been treating it lyk prelims, instead i've been half mugging for e papers, n half wacking it, lyk a practise paper), along wif all e exam stress n tyco-ness (i saved 5 marks in my chem paper by guessing e formula of some substance we're supposed to find n working on frm dere, was reali reali lucky, but well, it onli proves dat e qns cant deviate much frm wad i've seen 4 mi to guess it so easily), i've been doing some thinking.

esp after starting on dis jap drama (yes, another jap drama... yes, i noe im crazy, esp during prelims, fyi i started watchin it e dae b4 prelims started n now im on e 5th episode :P) called 'proposal daisakusen'. its reali interesting, n toks abt how dis guy attends his childhood fren's wedding, onli to be filled wif immense regret during e process, cos he loves her. alot. n yepp, as it turns out, dere's some fairy in e church where e wedding's held hu allows him to go baq in time to juz b4 e fotos on e sildeshow presentation were taken, in order for him to somehow suay her heart. its reali touching.

esp at e start of epi 1, where e fairy quoted frm oscar wilde: A woman desires to be a man's first lover, but a man desires to be a woman's final lover. i found dis quote reali deep, cos its quite true, men by nature often do not noe wad dey want, n onli find out l8r, most of e time too late, for them to achieve happiness. sighz. so though a man desires to be a woman's final lover, dey usuali find out which woman dat is, n onli when its too late.

i dunno, but, okie, i've been tinkin of dis dilemma for a long time. cos everytime when i lyk dis gal, n in e end find out she lyks somebody else or even gets attached to dat somebody, i immediately give up, n find someone else l8r. but some pple view it as sorta insincerity. okie, e thing is, my way of tinking is, if she's happie wif e guy, as long as she's happie wif e guy, dats all dat matters, isnt it? i mean, dude, im sure u noe how a gal's smile can warm a cold rainy dae better den a 100 watt heater, rite? plus e fact dat e guy can give her happiness, y wuld somebody wanna spoil it? okie, unless u tink u can give her more happiness den e guy, which i highly doubt i can. i mean, dude, i haf my faults, i noe my faults, i dunno e guy's faults, but e fact dat e gal wuld overlook dem means dat he probably is gd at heart, rite? he's a gd guy. so yepp, i dunno. i guess my whole life i grew up feeling a lill unworthy. mebbe more. i nv said dis or admitted dis b4, but i felt dat way when i went out wif t, even as frens. i kept tinkin dat e pple on e street wuld be tinking: my, wads a great gal lyk dis doing wif a guy lyk THAT? or sth. but still, i'll nv 4get e 1st time we walked down orchard road n juz started chatting after e usual awkwardness was dissipated, cos for once, juz for once, i got to be myself. i tink it was arnd e borders area, where we were visiting her old job exp place. dat will be a memory, a feeling i'll always cherish. esp her smile when i told her a joke, or was so awed by e fact dat she could run in heels, which she demo-ed, running across a junction.

ok baq to e argument. okie some gals might criticize mi saying y m i so insincere, n dat if i reali lyked e gal, to go all e way for her. dey might aso sae gals wuld onli date guys hu're reali serious abt dem n wun give up so easily. but e fact is,

urgh, i dunno wad to sae. i guess e fact is, n im not trying to be noble or anything, she's happy. i guess dats abt it. isnt it? dere's no pt changing it. in e drama in epi 3, he coulda ended e wedding when he went baq in one of e fotos by juz totali ruining e other guy's life n e gal's impression of him, as it was revealed, it was in fact him dat changed her n e whole high skool's class' opinion of e groom, n him dat brought e gal n e groom together. but he din do it. a gal's happiness, is a choice for her to make, dere's no way u can force it. u can onli try to give her dat happiness, but after she's made dat choice, u cant do anything more.

i dunno. i've nv fought for anything, not in chess, not in fencing. dats probably e reason y i onli won 1 individual tournament in chess, my whole lyfe. ironically dat turned out to be one of e hardest tournaments to win, wif onli jason goh and evan yeo not playing in it, but dere was some tough competition frm e lyks of wei long, gabriel, kia hua, joash ee, etc. but i nv reali fought for e win. i even won e last round, n e whole tourney, wif a draw. so, does fighting for sth, make one worthy?

okie fine, i did try, a lill. n yes, mi givin e rose was more outta sincerity n probably a touch of naiveness den anything to do wif bragging rites or stuff afterwards. i dunno. i've always lyked roses. learnt to draw dem in sec 2 myself for an art piece i was working on (we had to work on a art piece throughout e yr and wer graded on it, lyk actual grades lehz). even painted a pic of one in sec 3. i feel e rose, more den any flower, is not an expression of intense passion, or beauty, but hope n sincerity. b4 i knew her, i nv hoped for much, nv wanted to be a better person. but, when i got to noe her, i hoped, i dreamed, n i wanted to change. alas, e change was too slow.

nah, for now, i'll try to iron out my own faults, den i'll start out again. e faults r juz too glaring. esp reali recently, after seeing a reali gd fren of mine's long and strong rela crash due to his faults, and all i could do was stand n watch. it is a horrible feeling, watching ur fren exp heartbreak, but not being able to comfort him, as it was his fault, how do u comfort one when it is his fault? i dont know.

when i become a better person, i'll start again. n i'll be e best bf ever. hontoni sugoii des-io!

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007 | 12:30 am

finished! but not b4 more tots abt phy:

random tot i posted to some frens still online for some lighthearted cheer during dis prelim exams:

if chiobus were electrons, guys will be more positive!

gab den came up wif his own version:

if e physics paper was a chiobu, den our marks will be more positive too!

LOL

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| 12:11 am

after more mugging of physics:

i noe dis is an old joke, but hey, at least i used e isotopes:

deuterium and tritium were walking down e street.

deuterium: i tink i lost an electron.
tritium: are u sure?
deuterium: i'm positive!

yay~

cutefish now noes dat volts = kg m^2 s^(-3) A^(-1)

Monday, September 10, 2007 | 10:46 pm

a sign dat one has too much physics

i wish my brain was a Carnot engine... ...den it'll be 100% effective.

plus, cos im so HOT, i'll be able to do a freakin lotta work! yay~

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is cracking soon...

Sunday, September 09, 2007 | 10:47 pm

song!

oh yeah, i 4got to add, dis damn gd song dat i cant resist, must put up on e blog. okie, its a yr old or so, but still, its great, n reali cheers u up! by e great band F.I.R. too! here it is, 'Get High':



hope it cheers u guys up!
despite exams, lets get high! woohoo! life's reali too short la, wads impt is to do e stuff u luv, rite? carpe diem!

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| 10:09 pm

the hols

ahh, it feels gd to be blogging again! im sowie i din update, i kept saying i'll do it tmr morning, but u noe hols, its almost impossible to wake up, n when i do, its so late i haf ta rush to go mug mug mug wif e usual pple. ok so wad was i doing during e hols? well, its more lyk wad i HAD to do:

complete cas file, which is up till now, still uncompleted (ok, i will make sure i complete it after prelims)
get my rusty chess mind cranking again n prep for e tourney on thurs
prac lyk mad n make sure i rmb all e scales and get my 2nd exam piece to work somehow for my piano exam on wed.
MUG FOR E FREAKIN PRELIMS!

did i manage to do it? well, satisfactory la.

piano exam was scary, made it through lots and LOTS of prayer, thx aso to e mugging gang 4 ur support! n amie as well 4 dat sms, yeah u're rite, at least when im playing e piano im doing sth i actuali reali love. i guess exams kinda make u 4get it eh?

chess tourney. we lost e title to rj. sadly. it was a closely fought round. no thx to mi losing a roughly drawn position to tim wee, but yeah, i had fun (= was bitter sweet, it being e last time i'll be able to play for e skool. im too old liao. too old to participate in almost any tourney, n too lousy to qualify for e men's squad which is full of imba pple. so yepp )= but all e same (= was quite nice to hear leong toking again. i tot i'll nv sae dat, but, i kinda missed hearing dat guy croak on stage. esp when he made dis funnie speech n when tokin abt an impt issue concerning e fate of e chess world in sg, said 'it was e saddest day of my life...' lyk, OMG, LOL! everyone couldnt contain their laughter even though it was quite a serious matter.

but yeah, it was bitter sweet. n i won my last ever game in e interschools tourney. well, it was as some might sae an undeserved win, cos my opponent actuali played well n got into a drawn queens ending, but he suddenly resigned, stating reason dat he had half a min left compared to my 15 mins. yepp, i was planning to play for his time n cheapo him of his queen lyk wad i did to xh. i guess it wasnt so undeserved afterall, considerin sth abt mi musta scared him to give up e fight so fast :P mebbe it was my experience, or my rept for being quite a fast (and cheap) lightning player :P kidding. but hey, im gd at lightning ok? (fyi for those hu dun play chess, lightning games are games wif 1 min per side for all ur moves. yes, ALL ur moves. it might seem short, but trust mi, we can play reali fast (= )

yay~ chess gone liao. but those daes mugging at e s'pore chess federation (scf) @ bishan cc was anything but boring. trust mi, putting chess players in a room full of chess boards and clocks and asking dem to mug is a big mistake. esp when dere's 4 players, juz enuff for transfer chess! damn fun lor! again for u non-chessies, transfer's where u're in teams of 2 or more, n u n ur teammates play opposite colours. when ur teammate captures a piece, he or she passes it to u n u can put it anywhere on ur board in place of ur move (or at a cost of a turn, whichever way u lyk to phrase it). its damn fun, was banned by e chess fed for all national junior squad players when i was still in e squad (boy, dats a loooonnnnnnnnnggggggg time baq, lyk sec 3, 4?) but heck we still played it, n even held transfer chess tourneys (mi n gab/gay-briel were e ultimate team!).

okie piano exam was okie, muffed some stuff, screwed up sight singing, lyk totali, e last note was a B (e one below middle C) but i ended up singing a high D for some weird reason n e examiner was waiting for mi to sing e note but i juz stared at her. damn im so blur. screwed up e 2nd piece as expected too. but i hope i made up enuff in e 3rd piece which was almost perfect in my opinion. enjoyed playing it. totali.

lalala. neways it was great mugging/playin wif u guys. jason goh couldnt haf put it better, stating dat he was proud of e team. im proud of everyone too, n its a real honour to haf played in a team wif so mani big shots in chess past n present n to haf known dem. ever since i started chess, was quite fortunate to haf known e members of e 'ong wei chian/leung weiwen gang, den l8r more pple, nic wee, val phua, shuting, mark wong (whom i beat in sec 4 in e teams tourney, A div lehz! woohoo, n i was capt somemore!), kia hua, gab, sean tan whom i knew since i was a kid (same church mah), choon keat (somewhere lost in germany, but made it baq to s'pore somehow), jasong, evan, cyril, wy, angie (mom!), amie (other mom!), tim wee n gf, xh and bf, e national womens (rather under 16 at dat time) team, (oh yeah i won ailin in my one n onli game wif her, i tink she was quite pissed, plus she was higher rated den mi at dat time lehz!), aiyah, lots of pple! (sowie if u're not mentioned here, too lazy to type, nah kidding, but reali dun worrie, im sure i rmb u, but too tired to type la har? n neways i tink e readers will be too sian to read all e names as well)

sighz, tired, abit scared of prelims. so much passed so quickly i dun even haf time to catch my breath! urgh. nvm, PRELIMS! SUGOII DES! WOOHOO!

oh n a happie bdae to my sister hu turned 17 as of 9.9.2007 yay~

haiz, though all dis happened, during all dese, i missed u. alot.

nvm, all e best for prelims everyone!

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