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Saturday, December 23, 2006 | 12:06 am

updates (updated)

ok la, i havent been updating for sometime. so yeah, b4 i slp lemme juz do a lill updating. but firstly, something dat i so wanna get off my chest.

urgh, who e hell r u to tell mi dat im not gd enuff? u're not even qualified. rite, so u've abit of acomplishments n im so called worse den u. so? is winning dat impt? cos if it is, gl to u, u'll nv get to enjoy lyfe. in fact, hu r u dat i shuld prove myself to u? its not as if u're God or sth. danmit la, happened twice, once in dota (hello i seriously dun play dat badly lor) n yeah, todae. lyk wtf man cant u believe in mi for 1 sec. u noe, so far, prob no one has reali truely believed in mi (except mebbe kenneth lui n his blind faith dat i'll win evan yeo in a chess game a yr baq which i nearly did). wtf la. hello, i seriously dun tink i play lyk shit lor. u guys hu r on top juz push pple aside n make snap judgements n expect everyone to prove their worth to u. how to when everyone's givin u e chances n makin u feel big? rite u r big, its e others dat assist u into makin it dat far. u noe wad? 4geddit, i'll rather concentrate on fencing where at least my coach has faith in mi, esp ytd when he said he was veh impressed wif my fencing as i fenced well, esp rite after i came baq frm hk.

ok, 'nuff said. neways trip to hk was fine. juz a few stuff. ryan chow ROX. or at least, rox at delaying us at e immigration. firstly, alrdy baq at sing when we were departing for hk, he got caught up at e biometric passport thingy which was supposed to be damn fast, but his passport had probs. den it was his bold move to put under 'reason for coming to hk' he ticked 'settle down'! and e best thing was, dat brilliant kid was gonna 'settle down' wif onli a plastic bag containing a 6-pack of beer! rofl! ok, off course b4 dat keegan actuali started it by anyhow scribbling his signature on his departure card, and still got thru. l8r on, even better stuff happened. on e ferry to macau, cos ryan was fast asleep, and keegan was bored, he helped ryan fill up his immigration card. e thing is, keegan 4got to return ryan's card to e respective passport but instead put it in his own passport. so at e immigrations, after keegan got thru, suddenly he received a fone call frm ryan askin him for his immigration card. but when keegan opened his passport, he discovered dat e brilliant immigration officer had stamped ryan's immigration card wif ryan's name and ic number on it, instead of keegan's one which is below it!!! LOL tok abt how thorough customs r man!

n yeah, dere off course r e havoc times at lan kwai fong, e clubbing district in hk, which was damn nice, n yeah freezing our faces off at victoria peak where we sticked our heads out over e safety wall. n oh man, e food! e dim sum's e best! not e lousy singapore one. dis one's both better, n e food comes a hell lot faster! n its cheaper too! lol. esp e chee cheong fan which is made on e spot so e skin is damn nice, unlyk some local ones hu use those factory mass produced stuff, ick. oh yeah, e you tiao in chee cheong fan is a must try! so is their custard bun! those 2 u either cant find in sing, or dey're juz not as nice. n oh man, for dinner everydae, EVERYDAE, we had some roasted meat, cos apparently, over dere, its e best. but yeah, it was DAMN GOOD! oh well, we turned into carnivores, n in e process, our throats died. cos of all e roasted stuff, all of us practically ended up wif sore throats.

oh, n yeah, their transport system is so EXPENSIVE!!! their octopus card works lyk our ez link card, except dat e price to go here n dere is alot. veh high. over dere, i tink i spent abt 100 sing on normal transport (mtr and bus) alone. but its fun, esp wif e highly skilled, reali reali REALI CRAZY bus drivers hu go up and down WINDING MOUNTAIN ROADS at an EXTREMELY INSAELY SUICIDALLY FAST SPEED. it was 1 hell of a ride. lol.

n off course e pple dere, wow, e fashion sense is great, everyone's lyk into jap fashion, n plus its winter so e gals all haf boots on :P ah, i wish sing had winter, i love winter clothes! (=

oh yeah, n off course mi n ryan n e rest of e guys were gayin each other along e trip. urgh. nvm.

ok baq to sing. came baq, slept a short while, den went fencing! for 4 long hrs ): bleahx. woke up at 8 am to go fencing at 10 lor. lol, in e end had no time to go skool to do experiments cos i din expect it to last so longgggggg. but somehow though i expected to 4get my stuff, i din. e coach even said after e end of everything dat he was reali impressed wif my fencing (= yay!

ok, todae had potluck christmas lunch at e fencing club. but yeah la, abit weird, cos most of e pple (abt 95%) are epeeists, while onli 3 pple r sabreurs? bleahx. ,but its okie la, quite fun, esp wif e crazy cjc pple n their crazy dares and e veh brave ite balastier pple hu gamely played along. too bad e vjc pple din turn up if not dere'll be even more pple! after everything e sabreurs demo-ed wad a sabre match was lyk, n yeah, i was 1 of dem. was leadin at first but bleahx, it was not meant to be, and at 14-14, i lost e last pt to a stupid mistake. urgh. but heck, dere were some veh nice pts scored, esp e 1 where i did a reali, reali nice flunge (= (a flunge is where u jump forward and reali high in e air and rite at e highest pt in ur motion, u swipe at ur opponent, den u land and run past ur opponent). it was so cooooooooooool! ok la, quite tired, dats all.

sighz, neways, a lill sth b4 i go. to whom it may concern:
was watchin 'step up' on e flight dere, n yeah, dere was dis scene 4 those of u hu watched it it was after their 'mass dance' at e club where e dj was helpin e gal hus singing wif e song, yeah, 1 of e 2 coolest scenes in e movie. neways at e end of it, well, juz to quote frm e guy hu told e gal 'you deserve better'. sighz, seriously, u deserve better la. if e reason for u not being able to commit is cos he doesnt wanna commit, den yeah, reali, u're a great gal n u prob deserve better. sighz, and 1 more, thing, if u reali meant wad u typed on msn, i mean, yeah, dats 1 part of it, but wad abt e care, devotion, support, and trust of e guy? unless u're reali scared n dun trust e guy den yeah, u'll prob onli feel loved when u're needed cos u dun wanna trust dat guy too much in case he hurts u too deeply, in case he breaks ur heart. i dunno, tink abt it. but if anything (yes amy jie, i noe, but nvm) if anything im here 4 u kae?

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