Thursday, January 04, 2007 | 10:45 pm

ARUGH!!! TODAE'S A NIGHTMARE!!!

sighz. i dunno wad to sae. congrats to anyone hu finds sadistic pleasure in seeing pple suffer, u shuld read dis post (though i dun noe of anyone la, im tokin to anyone hu randomly finds dis post, cos i've an american reader for some weird reason...) sigh, skool was crap, teachers keep reminding mi of essays i havent written, of CAS hrs i havent clocked.

coach at FM din reply mi. was hoping he was not pissed at mi for not being able to fence for club cos i had ta fence for skool, unless e skool signed a letter releasing mi. sighz. had ta go bishan n fence cos e skool coach j called mi up e nite b4 n told mi dis along wif e news earlier dat i had ta fence for e skool. e prob is dis friendly wif e skool dere is not official, so we cant get excused, n it starts at 5pm while our classes end at 440pm, lyk, wtf. e onli consolation she could give mi was 'juz pray hard lor...' sighz. went dere, right eye was hurting cos i wore my contacts since morning. fenced lyk shit. din haf a mask, had ta keep borrowing my fren's which is S size. bleahx. floor was also veh slippery. but yeah, fenced lyk shit. literally, utterly shit. i knew it myself, din nd ta see e disappointed look in my fencing club's pres' face. after dat, okie la, had a tok wif gab, tried smsing my club's coach to ask when next trg was but he din reply. thxfully gab was still abit free so toked wif him, it helped la, joked abit, but yeah, we were both tired, so i din hold him baq when his bus came.

dad fetched mi home, was quite irritating la while walkin up to e house n into my room (he followed mi in to my dismay) urgh. nvm, chased him out while he claimed dat tokin to mi was lyk tokin to a brick wall, but i din open my mouth a single time if not i might sae sth i shuldnt. trust mi, i was controlling myself so freakin hell lot. okie, dats settled, ate my dinner in peace. came online, chatted awhile, small tok wif frens. called coach at 9pm, he finally picked up, sounds quite bz frm e background, yeah he's not pissed at mi for e reasons mentioned above, juz mebbe a little disapproving after learning i went down to rj to fence wif j's students. oh well... trg's dis sundae. den yeah, yy again, n dis time on msn, sighz, i seriously hate msn n smses, at least gimme some respect n use e fone?

den yeah, if not for angie i coulda juz died on e spot. of heartache. oh well, neways i was damn tired, tired frm e bad dae, tired cos my eyes r veh tired frm wearin contacts e whole dae, tired frm all e past heartbreaks, so i juz cut her lose. no pt hanging on. told angie i'll do it, den in e other conversation, i juz helped her cut herself loose. no pt, neways im juz dere 4 u guys, dun worrie, i dun expect anything in return, nv did. sigh

more small tok wif frens after dat, ok la, gives mi sth else to tink abt. den yeah, to put e cream on e cake, when i was unpackin my fencing bag while chatting, discovered my fencing glove which costs 75 bucks was missing, n my jacket's torn.

i dunno, to quote frm paige in e foxtrot comics, 'and i thought hell was much warmer'

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