Friday, February 23, 2007 | 6:24 pm

todae was ok, for once

am bored, so decided to blog. well, i tink dats mostly y i blog nowadaes )=
hmmm, todae was quite crazy, was supposed to slp a lill n wake up at 1030pm to do econs IA, put tog a non-existant econs file and spruce up my TOK presentation for e re-presentation (rmb e threat of retention?) cos mi n my fren were supposed to rehearse todae. urgh. got irritated outta lala-land by e alarm clock, offed it n went baq to slp.

well i haf ta admit i haf dis talent of being able to do stuff perfectly well when im half or fully asleep. somehow. i rmb once where i told my dad to wake mi up at some time so i could rush a prac, n apparently he did wake mi up n i did open my eyes, onli to tell him to let mi slp n i din haf ta do anything. e weird thing is dat when i found dat out frm him in e morn while panicking (in e end i din even bother to rush e prac in class, preferring instead to hand it up late :P), but to my amazement when he told mi wad i did n i tried to recall, i juz couldnt. i couldnt even rmb dreaming so obviously i cant be sleep talking at dat time. unless i haf reali short term memory. (even so i do rmb when i dream n vaguely wad its abt). there were other times when i also told him to lemme slp, onli to wake up in e morn n go oh shit, wth did i juz do???

den dere were nites when i was supposed to wake up at such and such a time, i set my alarm clock n go to slp, n haf dis vivid dream, n when i wake up, its almost time 4 e alarm to go off. i guess im weird )=

but ytd nite i was clearheaded enuff to turn off e alarm clock, but wif e stupid reasoning dat i'll slp another hr n manage to wake up all by myself without an alarm. i guess when u're zombiefied, nth can stand in ur way, even common sense mutinied against mi somewhere up in my head. i shuld haf a tok wif it somedae.

thankfully my dad woke mi up at 440 afterwhich i started cursing, onli to notice my dad was dere n to stop, n rush my work. din manage to, ended up lugging my laptop to skool to finish e IA (had to neways cos had to rehearse TOK presentation which i obviously din haf time to redo). was planning to do e superhuman task of churning out 300 words more for my IA and changing a substantial part of e presentation. im such a optimist. okie, finished econs IA, bought my file, din do my tok presentation but it was alrite, met up wif our teacher hu asked us to change some bits so rehearsing tmr instead (THANK GOD!).

oh, on a smaller note, maths was nice, wif e teacher's lame jokes such as 'y did e trutle cross e road? to get to e shell station on e other side!' or 'y did e skeleton not cross e road? cos it had no guts!'. oh but e best one was reserved for moh hu, after i gave a wrong example of wad an alliteration was, said 'wad did e starving poet eat durin world war 2? a-little-rations! (alliterations for those of u as slow as mi)' yeah, i tot lyk, 5 secs to figure dat out b4 saying 'OMG' of which justin was lyk, 'wth u juz got e joke???' yeah i noe, when im half asleep i take a million yrs to get a joke )=

had lunch at dover market again wif e class pple, cos e econs pple had ta stay baq to hand up e stuff )= i guess it was part of e punishment cos we all din bring our files and IAs ytd n e teacher suddenly exploded... well, was crossing e road n again almost got knocked down by a car. i dunno y, e road doesnt lyk mi. i rmb e last time we were going to dover market n i was halfway across n hao yi called out to mi 'car!'. i off course turned to my right, but saw a motocycle and behind it a car. so i thought, but its a motocycle wad, y did he sae car? though a car was behind...' dats when i realized, n screamed 'OH SHIT CAR!' n quickly ran to e other side. i bet e drivers of both vehicles tot i was crazy. to tell u e truth i dunno wad i was doing too, but somehow my brilliant mind decided to haf a philosophical debate over what exactly hao yi meant when he said car but it was a motocycle. e rest off course joined mi on e other side of e road n asked mi if i wanted to die n told mi dat i had much more to live for, though when i told dem wad i was tinking, dey juz laughed n said dat mebbe dey'll try it again next time n if i die i might get a Darwin award. (for those of u dat dunno wad a Darwin award is, go wiki it.) lyk wth la. lunch was okie, except dat, i stupidly ordered prata against my urge to eat noodles n in e end ended up lookin at some of e others eating prata.

after lunch james said he had a stomachache n picked up his bag n ran all e way baq to skool. crazy guy. b4 lunch when we were walking outta e skool he alrdy was sayin he had ta go to e toilet n i told him to go n we'll meet at dover market. instead he followed us all e way dere. in e end when we went baq to skool, played a lill cards (i walked into e lvl 6 toilet n lo n behold, james was dere. dat turd even bothered to run up 3 more flights of stairs to e yr 6 toilet cos it was nicer O.o) lol, so much 4 a punishment was wad one of e econs students remarked when he saw e rest of us playing cards. oh well... nth much todae la. still considering whether i should turn up 4 skool fencing trg tmr...

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007 | 12:57 am

another quiz by ryan

todae was okie i guess, took a break frm colllecting money n went dota-ing (= neways when i came home, ryan told mi he had a new quiz n asked mi to go check his blog. hmmm, well, its not reali a quiz, or rather, its a veh DIY one (i expected some online thingy again) but here's how it goes:

Start off with 100% and minus off 1% for each thing that has happened to you.

Smoked. Drank alcohol. Cried when someone died. Been drunk. Had sex. Been to a concert. Given a handjob/gotten a handjob. Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob. Been verbally sexually harassed. Verbally sexually harassed somebody. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. Been to prom. Cried at school. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. Went streaking. Given a lap dance. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house. Kissed a stranger. Hugged a stranger. Went scuba diving. Driven a car. Gotten an xray. Hit by a car. Had a party. Done drugs. Played strip poker. Got paid to strip for someone. Ran away from home. Broken a bone. Eaten sushi. Bought porn. Watched porn. Made porn. Had a crush on someone of the same sex. Been in love. French kissed. Laughed so hard you cried. Cried yourself to sleep. Laughed yourself to sleep. Stabbed yourself. Shot a gun. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. Watched an animal die. Watched a person die. Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present. Pranked somebody. Put somebody in the hospital. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out. Kissed somebody of the same sex. Dressed punk. Dressed goth. Dressed preppy. Been to a motocross race. Avoided somebody. Been stalked. Stalked someone. Met a celebrity. Played an instrument. Ridden a horse. Cut yourself. Bungee jumped. Ding dong ditched somebody. Been to a wild party. Got caught stealing something. Kicked a guy in the balls. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. Went out with your friend's crush. Got arrested. Been pregnant. Babysat. Been to another country. Started your house on fire. Had an encounter with a ghost. Donated your hair to cancer patients. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by. Cried over a member of the opposite sex. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months. Sat on your ass all day. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself. Had a job. Gotten cut from a sports team. Been called a whore. Danced like a whore. Been mistaken for a celebrity. Been in a car accident. Been told you have beautiful eyes. Been told you have beautiful hair. Raped somebody. Danced in the rain. Been rejected. Walked out of a restaurant without paying. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.

crap, i got a 59%. i tink dats quite bad considerin ryan said his score of 73% was not bad... duno, haf ta check wif him wad e result means, will blog l8r on wad i find out.

in other news, 2 more quizzes i found:

first, e love quiz which kim's classmate had given us once verbally, but now i found it, so yah (= plus at dat time she was abit fuzzy on some of e details, so yepp, amy, if u reali wanna noe wad e meanings to some of e qns are, here it is:

Love Test - Imagine that are walking to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house...
Get answers to your questions on love with this short quiz!

1.You are walking to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path which takes you there quickly, but is very plain and boring. The other is curvy and full of wonderful sights on the way, but takes quite a while to reach your loved one's house.

WHICH PATH DO YOU CHOOSE?
Short or long?

2.On the way, you see two rose bushes. One is full of white roses. One is full of red roses. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boyfriend/girlfriend.

WHAT COLOR COMBINATION DO YOU CHOOSE? (Any combination including all one color is fine.)

3.You finally get to your boyfriend/girlfriend's house. You ring the bell and the maid answers. You can ask the maid to please get your loved one, or you may go get them yourself.

WHICH ACTION DO YOU TAKE?
Ask the maid or do it yourself?

4.Now, you go up to your girlfriend/boyfriends room. No one is there. You can leave the roses by the windowsill, or on the bed.

WHERE DO YOU PUT THE ROSES?
Bed or window?

5.Later, its time for bed. You and your loved one go to sleep, in separate rooms. You wake up in the morning, and go to your boyfriend/girlfriend's room to check up on him/her. You enter the room:

IS HE/SHE AWAKE OR SLEEPING?

6.It's time to go home now, and you start to head back. You can take either road home now: The plain, boring one thats gets you home fast; or the curvy, sight-filled road that you can just casually take your time with.

WHICH ROAD DO YOU CHOOSE?
Short or long?

Analysis

1.Which road do you choose to take to your love's house?

The roads represent your attitude towards falling in love. If you chose the short one, you fall in love quickly and easily.

If you chose the long one, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.

2.What combination of roses do you choose to give your love?

The number of red roses represent how much you expect to give in a relationship. The number of white roses represent how much you expect in a relationship. Therefore, if a person chose all red with one white, he/she gives 90% in the relationship but expects to receive only 10% back.

3.Do you ask the maid to get your love, or do you do it yourself?

This question shows your attitude in handling relationship problems. If you asked the maid to get your loved one, then you may beat around the bush, maybe asking a third party to intervene. Avoidance of problems runs high.

If you went and got your loved one yourself, then you are pretty direct. If there is a problem, you confront it and deal with it. You want to work it out right away.

4.Where do you put the roses? On the windowsill or on the bed?

The placement of the roses indictate how often you'd like to see your boyfriend/girlfriend. Placing the roses on the bed means you need lots of reassurance in the relationship, and you'd want to see your loved one every day, if possible.

Placing the roses by the window show that you don't expect or need to see your loved one that often; seeing them just once in a while is OK.

5.Do you find your love asleep or awake?

Finding your boyfriend/ girlfriend asleep: You accept your loved one the way they are.

Finding them awake: You expect him/her to change for you.

6.Which road do you choose to go home?

The short and long roads now represent how long you stay in love. If you chose the short one, you fall out of love easily.

If you chose the long one, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

well, as for my ans to e quiz, guys, i can tell ya anytime over drinks, while gals, y'all will juz haf to find out urselves :P

finally, a reali cool quiz:

Your results:
You are Spider-Man

Spider-Man 90% Superman 85% Green Lantern 80% Supergirl 70% The Flash 70% Iron Man 70% Wonder Woman 55% Robin 50% Catwoman 50% Hulk 45% Batman 45%

You are intelligent, witty, a bit geeky and have great power and responsibility.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test


yay, im spiderman! woohoo!

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Monday, February 19, 2007 | 12:10 am

happie chinese new year!

yes pple, its dat time of e yr, so frm mi to all my readers, happie money-collecting-food-stuffing-late-nite-gambling-alcohol-overdosing-cholesterol-level-spiking-visiting-e-pple-seen-once-a-yr dae! (= yepp, dat prob sums up most of it.

bleahx, i feel fat. as atee describes it when i asked how mani meals she had 'one, i just never stopped'. yepp, i myself had lyk, 10 popiahs, some curry, steamboat for reunion dinner n alotta other stuff, insane amts of various new yr goodies very sweet, or very salty, but e keyword is VERY. its crazy. usual lor.

oh yes, here's e gd part. I TINK E ECONOMY ROX! cos yah,comparing e $$$ collected todae wif last yr, its lyk, last time im usuali gettin 2 dollar 4 dollar hongbaos frm my not so close relatives, but now its all in 10, 20 dollars. aka, a shopping trip is expected! (= yay~

mahjong however was bad, onli managed to win abit )= literally pathetic considerin i was playin wif cousins my age as compared to last time playin against adults. plus last time i used to win more within a shorter time (dere was once i made a huge sum after 2 rounds cos e 2nd round i got 'half colour' and had abt 4-5 "tais". thx God my mom dragged mi away frm e table so i got to keep my winnings n no one could win it baq! :P). bleahx, mahjong's rusty, must improve. though usuali at dis time i'll still be playing. dis yr my stamina's bad, must be cos of too much skoolwork.

oh well, dats it so far, nth much left to update. happie hols (=

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Sunday, February 18, 2007 | 12:52 am

i wanna be an m&m

hmmm, tot i'll add in a tot goin into e chinese new yr. i guess watching 2 romantic movies in a row, particularly e one abt dis blind guy n e gal dat fell in love wif him (e show was at midnite), yah, reali brought up some stuff i usuali tend to disregard. well, mebbe most guys tend to be quite visual (im sure y'all noe wad i mean), even i am guilty of dat sometimes. so its gd to always stop once in awhile n pause n tink, n rely on ur other senses to perceive stuff (ok yes, stop n smell e roses, hey, dey smell reali sweet). or other times juz to feel, in both meanings of e word la. alotta stuff has happened to mi over e past yr, stuff i'ld probably nv exp (cos of age, skool, other factors, ns coming up) n yes, e singapore skooling lyfestyle dat will be ending soon. oh well, i guess i'll rmb e nice stuff, e gd stuff, e sweet moments, i dunno, lol, always loved chocs when i was small, e raindrops on e window when it was raining in e nite which sparkled as it caught e streetlight below, against e dark quiet backdrop. beautiful. n hearin a nice sweet voice over e fone. i couldnt haf asked 4 more, except to wish she was beside mi. oh well...

neways okie baq to my tot. i guess to be e perfect guy, one must emulate an m&m! yes, e humble small lill m&m. hard on e outside, soft on e inside to put it simply. hard on e outside as in abit tough, masculine, strong, n oh yes, e colours, colourful!, exciting, flashy?, cute!!!, eye-candy, literally. on e inside, soft, sweet, tasty :P, interesting?, rich (no, not monetary), thoughtful, caring, kindhearted, understanding, sensitive. well, i've tried, to be, i've always tried to be. but lyk anybody, i cant be e perfect m&m )= sighz. i tried my very best. but try as hard as i might, i juz am not enuff, i just fall short. its lyk, mi when i was p6, mugging so hard for psle (i started since feb dat yr u noe) n in e end missing e mark for ri by 1 pt. it reali sux to be sidelined despite all i've been put thru whether it be my will or not. haiz. bleahx, wanted it to be a happie post. nvm la. i still wanna be an m&m.

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007 | 10:01 pm

updates

urgh, i so 4got to mention dat 10TH OF FEBURARY WAS MY BDAE!!! (= equals im legal to drink, club and drive (off course not drink AND drive).

oh crap i shuldnt put her name above e poem.

crappy dae, got threatened wif gettin retained, reali scary. plus it was e first thing in e morn. everyone juz keep mi in ur prayers, i cant explain, its a long story, but, a presentation next fri juz separates mi frm being retained...

bleahxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

somehow everything's goin downhill after my bdae )=

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Sunday, February 11, 2007 | 11:24 pm

sadly you took my smile away

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, she's bz on vdae )=


To X:

of all the precious gems before mi,
y must i fall for e angel
a'fellen frm e sky above
-the onli one i see?

the eve i saw her was her debut
on the piano, cacophony of major 7ths
aringing, as girl from my dreams meets
smooth rythmic bossa nova flowing.

her being, as if illuminated by
silver moonlight
heart sighed as i recognized that beautiful
angel.

yes i know its just a crush-
and a crush will never last, long.
but will ephemeral feelings
suit dis lovely girl

a sparkling neckless of stars
with the rainbow as its chain?
a ring from soft comet's tails entwined
with the silver moon a smilling, on it?

none of these doth she deserves for
she deserves something more.
myself a fool, only 3 days before valentines day
finally realized, yes i've got it.

i'll give her my heart pure and true
only worthy as a gift sweetheart for you.
three words, simple, spoken softly:
i love you.





on another note, everyone go buy 'Olivia, a girl meets bossa nova 2' its damn good!!! esp track 9 'fade away'.

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