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Thursday, July 26, 2007 | 12:00 am

R-OH

i noe i've been reali lazy, not blogging for so long. reali reali lazy. even to e pt of pushing skool work to e last min dat now i've 3 big deadlines on fri n i doubt even being able to make 2. despite dis, i do haf sth big to blog abt.

im givin up alcohol (= or at least cutting down on it. lalala. sry to e guys hu i go out drinkin wif. mebbe next time after e big exams n all when i reali needa go under. but yeahh, im giving up alcohol. for e sake of a gal. to dis news, alrdy e adverse reactions haf poured in 'girls! fucked up girls!' n e sort. yeahh... dis is prob as big as mi learnin how to play e guitar for e sake of a gal. stupid rite?

oh well...

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007 | 11:45 pm

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007 | 6:56 pm

lemonade

love e lyrics, love e tune, love e song.



sry abt e spate of youtube linked posts, but yah, too lazy to reali blog abt stuff. lotsa crazy stuff still happenin. lyk e fact dat i passed eng paper 2 which over 70% of e eng SL students failed. LOL. plus e fact dat on dat dae, cos i was mugging e set texts e nite b4 so much, i slept veh lill n ended up stoning for 1 hr of a 1hr 30min paper. n 4 some weird reason i kept tinking e paper was 2 hrs. so yeah, i was writing leisurely for 15mins, and when e examiner announced i had 15mins left, i panicked n started rushin e rest of my essay.

all i can sae is wow. n i love lemonade.

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007 | 12:51 am

new artiste

esmee denters! frm e netherlands. dis new artiste totali OWNS. her voice is so lovely! listen to dis song she wrote by herself:



beautiful rite? ok stop looking at her face, listen to her voice:



and finally:



one word: wow.

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007 | 11:33 pm

more youtube finds

i'll soon post e funnie vids i haf on my hp, after some censorship n after youtube uploads it. in e meantime, check dis out: KOGEPAN!!! omggg KAWAII!



isnt dat cute lill emo bread thingy adorable?

and a song wif sweet lyrics. its okie la, not exceptionally gd, but nice n sweet (=



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Tuesday, July 03, 2007 | 8:25 pm

cool slogan

in a bid to poke one of my classmates hus 'pro-earth', u noe, one of those green kids, and anti-alcoholism, and cos i gave my entire class e impression i was an alcoholic by acting lyk one, and i STRESS on e word ACT, so yeah, i poked him online tellin him my new slogan 'save the earth, save water... ...drink alcohol! YEAH!!!'. but actuali dat was derived frm sth else i tot abt which was 'save the cute fishies! drink alcohol, not water!'. i tink its a cool slogan (= abeit frm a veh absurd logic.

but it does make sense rite? :P

save the cute fishies! dun waste water! drink ALCOHOL! woohoo!

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Monday, July 02, 2007 | 1:01 am

alotta stuff

me tinks my blog's gettin a bit too accessible...... oh well,nvm.

urgh, its 1am in e morn, im tried, n yeah, emo as usual. haf ns med checkup soon, lyk, l8r todae. i hate needles, i dread needles, n frm wad i hear, drawing blood, is e worst kinda torture for pple hu hate needles lyk mi. bleahx.

on top of dat, i dunno, it juz e amazing attraction of tv, first it was ugly betty, and after dat i wanted to get up n go to my room n start mugging for physics, i had every intention, inclination, to do so, but sth, some weird force stronger den gravitational, electromagnetic, strong or weak or wadever juz kept mi glued to my seat. den after Lost, i wanted to go study, but no, dis interesting show, some show named 'pepper jennis' goes on n its again abt dis person working in some big corporation where events in her lyfe are exaggerated. mhm, u get e pic. but dis episode was quite interesting, n left mi tinking even more. i mean, dude, everyone's been hiding behind facades all dis while, n no one reali wants to admit or show their real emotions cos dat'll onli put demselves in a position of vulnerability. n e onli brave sole to do dat, suceeds less den 10% of e time. urgh. dis world is so screwed up. nowadays, love consists of the quintessentials: chemistry, looks, money, security, social standing. where has e heart gone to?

nowadays, e moment u bare ur heart, pple dun tink, dey juz stab u lyk dey stab everyone else hu puts their facades up as shields. and when dey do realize wad dey're stabbing is ur true heart, dey juz 1. dun care, kick ur dying body wif ur stunned look to one side and walk off, or 2. the damage dealt is alrdy too much, e patient cannot be saved, im sorry. n dats lyfe. yes, when u care abt someone, its bound to hurt.

ouch.

yeong wei tried to convince mi to juz be myself. im sorry, not on dis planet. e knives may come, even frm behind, but over my heart will be a 5cm thick layer of lead n kevlar.

at least for now, my studies shuld come first, wif less den 5 mths remaining. heck abt e pain felt under e needle, its nothing compared to all i've been thru. n i sae dis wif e most conviction.

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