Thursday, September 20, 2007 | 11:17 pm

at last, a happie ending!

oh man oh man, proposal daisakusen ended happily, finally, but onli on e last episode. e guy finally mustered up enuff courage to tell e gal, at her wedding, in front of all e guests, dat he loved her those 14 years he was by her side, n dat he still loved her, n dat though e wedding was excruciating for him, he did dis, cos she was still a big part of him n his lyfe n dat he needed her...

so touching! he did 'a gabriel' (a gabriel is a rather inside joke among mi n some frens, n refers to a guy revealling to a gal abt his feelings, cos dats wad he did, wif quite unusual and unfortunate results, but dun worrie gab! im still behind ya!), albeit a perfect gabriel. neways e show den continued wif e gal finally realizing dat all e time, e guy actuali loved her, but she was not completely honest wif him and how she felt abt him. seriously, throughout e whole series, she was so hard to get thru to, dat try n try again, (he even proposed to her on e usual trip baq in time in e 8th episode, onli to be told 'u dun understand do u? after 14 years u still dun understand.' )= ) btu yeah, he loved her in e quiet way, doing stuff outta love for her, even crazily trying for an impossible homerun juz to change e past where she was crying after e baseball match cos dey lost. after such lengths, e gal still din geddit, n e guy finally had ta do a 'one shot reversal' an entire homerun at e wedding to win e game. n he did, she finally realized n went after him. (=

i guess one thing i've learnt frm e show is to always be true to ur own feelings. no matter wad. no matter how much courage u nd to haf, or how screwed up stuff will be if u get rejected, u juz haf ta persevere. dats wad i've aso learnt frm e pple arnd mi, e frens i've known hu juz go n put their heart out in e open, most of whom got their hearts crushed, stomped on, thrown baq into their face, broken, told their frens whom (rather its juz mi) childed dem for being so crazy. damnit, im sorrie. but yeah, u guys will always be my role models (=

u noe, some pple haf told mi dat im reali fake. e reason is, if u wear ur heart on ur sleeve, if u put ur heart in e open, dere'll be pple who, without tinking, will juz reach out n hit it, stab it, crush it, break it. n it hurts when dat happens. it reali does. its e heart for crying out loud, not a toy or anything. i guess im too scared, even to e pt of a coward. but i haf put my heart out sometimes. i've always been perfectly honest n myself wif my gd frens, dat i can sae. even though im a joker in a group, im serious n honest when im alone wif dem. but e crappy thing is, i can nv be perfectly honest wif e person i truly love. i wish i can. its juz, scary. very scary. u'all dat haf exp an inconsiderate person juz shattering ur heart, most of e time unknowingly wif respect to e person hu did it, or sometimes purely out of jest, u noe e feeling. its worse den being in e bottom of e deepest darkest abyss. but its at times lyk dese dat i realize, i've God and frens to pull mi up. not to mention my cute lill sis (= its not so bad. i rmb e time i was veh upset over sth, e jokers whom im now trying desperately hard to mug wif everydae, dey dragged mi out to dota, though i told dem i din feel lyk it. though dey din reali ask mi abt e prob, dey knew, i had told dem, n yeah, dey juz kept mi company e whole dae. even e couple, hu coulda used e sat 4 better things, dey stuck by. my maths teacher was so wrong, even during exams, ur frens will nv abondon u, nor wuld u abondon dem. we'll all stick tog n work it out, rite? (= juz lyk e 5 frens in proposal daisakusen, whom, though dey missed doing a tradition thingy dey all do tog every new yr, cos one of dem din feel lyk doing, dey all went to find dat one person to celebrate e new yr's wif, cos as dey said 'it doesnt matter where u r, all dat matters is hu u're wif.' (=

i guess, im quite blessed (= thus, i wun be so hum nemore. gab, im gonna do e impossible. im gonna do a gabriel.

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