Thursday, September 13, 2007 | 6:10 pm

more thinking

i've been doing more thinking, (yes, after watching more Proposal Daisakusen), is it ok to juz let everything go lyk dat? without even trying once? my 2 gd frens, dey both did 'a gabriel' (simply put: confessed their feelings), n i reali respect dem for dat. hontoni des-ka. i've done it onli once in my lyfe directly to a gal, unfortunately she gave mi an ans on e spur of e moment onli to retract it l8r, but i dun blame her, pple make mistakes, n she did mi a big favour by not letting e small mistake become a big one. if u're reading dis, thanks, reali. n yepp, thanks 4 still being my fren whom i can depend on (=

but yah, sad to sae, i've been reali hum after dat, din wanna feel dat way lyk i felt e next dae. afterall, to be honest, i was so psyched up dat nite, and as it was e sec 1 end of yrs test, e next morning was lyfe science, n i practically owned e paper. lyk owned, i got 91%, juz 1% shy of e first in lvl. but yeah, e next dae was e higher chi paper n u could guess wad happened :P nah it wasnt as much her fault as my horrible mastery of e chinese language.

oh wait, i juz rmb, yepp i did admit to another gal dat i lyked her. but ah well, nvm la, i was naive again, it was all a misunderstanding. n i dun blame her as well la, she tried, but suffered. my fault. dui bu qi rang ni shou ku )= i tried my best to juz care for her too. but yeah, had to let go in e end. but yeah, e circumstances of e thingy is rather funnie looking baq, dun u tink? i guess i let my despo side get e better of mi at first. but yeah, l8r on, after cts, i sincerely cared for u.

nvm la. but haiz, izzit okie to let dis one juz go lyk dat? afterall, i had a chance once, however small it was.

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