Sunday, September 30, 2007 | 2:41 am

stuff

okie guys, im sorrie abt e apparent emo-ness arnd here recently. cant be helped, been following dis reali deep jap drama which has kept mi tinking... n off course guys n gals wif whom i've been debating wif, so...

oh wells. it was nice to haf e 3rd n 2nd last episodes of first kiss uploaded so fast (= its been crawling, an ave of 1.5wks per episode. i guess e guys hu cant understand jap n hence must rely on subbed episodes were too excited to noe e conclusion of dis reali gd drama n pressured e guys into subbing so fast dat e 2nd last episode came out juz 2 daes after e 3rd last episode. oh wells, dat leaves e last episode! )= so sad dat its gonna be over. some of e episodes were reali touching.

onto more serious stuff. urgh. todae had some interesting debates ggin on. firstly, i qned 2 gd frens' treatment n views of their gfs. basically, y were dey always complaining of their gf dis or their gf dat, when, firstly, dey chose to love n care for dem, secondly, dey aso haf their own flaws which their gfs haf to put up wif. i mean, ok la, dey might make ya mad wif some of their flaws, but its onli natural, rite? i mean, dere cant be a perfect fit. i'ld seriously be scared if dere's a gal hu luvs exactly everything i lyk n hates everything i hate. lyfe wuld be boring! n off course, im a hypocrite, i wuld try my best to discourage my gf, if i had one, frm drinking. though it saves water, u're killing ur liver! (e worse thing someone can suffer is being my liver on a sat nite) sighz, i dunno. i mean, dey're alrdy lucky dey found someone hu dey can love n be loved by, c'mon, it isnt dat easy for dese stuff to work out, i tink. i dunno la.

c saes gals r overrated. hmmm. i tink mebbe wad he meant was relationships r overrated. dat one i agree, considerin e influence of e media n all e crap, but den again, mebbe relationships, e longing for a life partner, as being sth quite impt in our lives, may veh well be true. i mean, if not, y r dere so mani dramas which toucj pple's heart, abt relationships? im sure u pple haf watched either winter sonata, or sleepless in seattle rite? so den again, mebbe its not overrated afterall. granted, dere r other impt stuff lyk family n frens, which i've not neglected. in fact, i was fortunate enunff to seat down n haf a gd chat wif my sis dis wk abt everything, frm wads happening at skool, to e guys, classroom politics, n her academics. (=

ok, hmmm. e 2nd last episode of 'first kiss', or 10th episode rather, kinda dealt wif, among e usual stuff lyk e bro-sis love hate rela, e sis' rela wif e doc, e bro's job probs n passion for photog which e sis treasures alot too, n e bro's messy love life; e episode also dealt wif e concept of happiness. cos yeah, e poor gal in e story was reali reali happie, realized she enjoyed her summer thoroughly, n now finds dat she has everything to lose if e op goes wrong. e deep part was when she was ponderin dis outside e house n one of e guys came baq frm a store wif a bottle of lemonade, which he drinks in front of her, n appears veh contented. she compared happiness to dat bottle, saying dat it'll eventually come to an end. n yeah, e poor gal was juz so veh scared cos she was juz so veh happie. which yeah, e bro den highlighted in his narrative dat dats e characteristic of happiness, once u haf it, u'll be afraid of losing it. its veh true, i mean, u reali haf all to lose. sighz, dunno la.

finally, hmmm, im too tired to elaborate much on dis last pt though i've been carryin dis debate over e past few daes wif a skoolfren, but, i compared e true nice guys to dinos, dat dey're extinct. she went lyk, gd, cos im interested in archeology. LOL. neways we den proceeded to blame each other's gender, species, wadever u wanna call it, 4 causing e extinction of e dinos (dinos as in nice guys, though i tink gals might be e cause for e extinction of e dinos too :P) oh well, i can onli wish for her to find a reali living dino soon. sighz. wished i met dis idealist earlier when i still was one.

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