Friday, November 30, 2007 | 3:30 pm

Paper

the volume of books and notes dat i've used over the years up till now, probably killed an entire forest in sumatra. therefore, education represents a market failure, as it does not take into account the negative externalities generated, which include:

1.excessive electricity consumption, from computers, air con, and lighting when mugging.

2.logging of forest, clean air

3.wastage of food. when we pig on choc and lots of icecream (and any combination of both, lyk choc ice cream! nd i sae more?)

4.high anxiety and stress lvls, which equate to medical costs, and possible nd for therapy in 10 years (and off course 10 years after when ur kids start ggin to skool)

5.financial resources wasted. everyone nds a party after exams rite?

6.air pollution. TEXTBOOK BURNING PARTY!!! WOOHOO!!!

7.precious time students could use for more useful exciting things. lyk saving the world lyk peter petrelli.

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Monday, November 26, 2007 | 12:25 am

Addiction

sowie 4 not blogging for so long pple! urgh, too tired/bz/procrastinating too long to write! but i promise, PROMISE, dat in e morn when i wake up, i'll defninitely blog. mebbe :P

okie neways, hmmm, wads an addiction? lemme get u started on one:



happie holidaes!

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Sunday, November 18, 2007 | 12:31 am

hope

okie, though dis might turn out to be a rather serious post, dun worrie, it definitely wun end up all emo n sad, afterall, im listening to corrinne may's 'little superhero girl', n u noe, her music kinda has an effect on u. i mean, when she's all serious n sad or troubled, u hear it in her voice, but more den often her songs r uplifting n makes u feel as if all e clouds in e sky were pink fluffy marshmellows (= im sure angi wuld love dat tot.

okie, gimme some time for e effect of e song to sink in, im still a lill spooked by e show 'the mothman prophecies' dat juz showed on channel 5. urgh. i guess for television, or movies for dat matter, wad scares mi is not some scary looking monster jumping outta e shadows or sth, but e time when u're in a room or place and whether it be dark or bright, u're unsure whether u're truly alone. dat spooks mi. e even more irritating is dis shows haf to be shown late in e nite. now if its screened in e morning, den u'll watch it, n by e time u actuali get home n up into bed u'ld haf 4gotten abt it. but when u screen it at nite... plus e fact dat u'll haf ta turn off e lights b4 u go to bed = its dark, r u alone? okie fine, sowie if i spooked u, u can always call mi, i tink i'll be up till late tonite unless i can get dat tot outta my head. (usuali in dis situations, i make myself veh tired, den i turn in, so i fall asleep b4 i can tink nemore)

okie okie. as to exams, i screwed up my last paper. lyk, totali. urgh. e time pressure n all got to mi (wtf 1 hr for everything?!?) n i blanked durin dat paper. n u noe its not a reali gd management of time if u blank out for half e time. im so screwed. was half depressed on fri. lyk one of e class pple said when we took a class foto after e whole thing, 'wah, actuali now's a reali bad time to take a foto. after a paper lyk dat, how can u smile?!?', which made everyone smile, at e whole dramatic irony of it all. so it was a happie foto. n i guess dota n a movie after dat cured everything. was quite funnie, we actuali wanted to watch either beowulf or stardust, but in e end due to e lack of seats (we had 9 pple watchin a movie, n b4 dat we had 12 pple dota-ing, along wif 3 other grps of ac pple in e area. lyk, half e lanshop we were in was filled wif our lvl mates?!?). okie neways, we caught a late 'the bee movie', as liew promptly puts it. n yeah, dis is a first 4 mi, prob cos as i admitted l8r, i dun use my brain much for useful purposes, juz for fun laughter peace n joy, dats all; but yeah, we actuali smuggled food in frm carrefour to eat durin e movie :P brilliant. lyk absolutely brilliant. liew was e funniest, he hid a box of cereal under his skool sweater. i was lyk, 'liew, is dat a box under ur sweater? LOL! its so obvious!' in e lift, to which he replied, 'wad box?'

a side note, dat guy's great, he can be a standup comedian, i mean, dere's absolutely no one hu can repeat his deadpan sarcasm so well n so humorously. he's brilliant. even i cant imitate his lines in e same tone as he does it.

okie baq to e story. so the bee movie was okie la, nice, cheery n all, it helped alot (=

den yeah, some of us went home, some of us went to e starbucks to get drinks n tok. yeong wei suggested we go to e starbucks at the cathay instead of stickin to plaza sing, but vickiie went lyk 'but i dun wanna walk... )='. neways we went to the cathay in e end, n on e way, poor yeong wei was struggling, cos after e movie he discovered to his dismay he had a pimple on his butt. n not juz anywhere, but yeah. ouch. i shall not go into e detail to which he n e rest of us described it, esp when we had to almost illustrate it to vickiie (she's reali veh innocent). so he looked reali funnie when he walked. poor guy. okie, we got to the cathay, n guess wad? e starbucks is as crowded as e one at plaza sg! 'e irony gods must be laughing at us', as jason fox aptly puts it in foxtrot.

so yeah, we bought our coffee, yeong wei had to do his big business n after dat briefly said how he tried to burst e pimple, which we all were lyk, O.o dude, i was drinking hot chocolate for crying out loud. shulda drank coffee, cos we stayed out real late. frm after e movie which was abt 11 sth (e movie started at 9 plus, cos we got a late one so vickiie could come; side note: vickiie's zoni's gf, she's aso known as 'egg' or 'the egg' cos her head's shaped lyk an egg. i cracked her up durin e exams when i told her to slp early if not she'll become a hard boiled egg, though i reali was juz saying nonsense at dat time; yes im full of rubbish too, hu isnt?) okie baq to e story, we stayed out frm 11 till abt 2 plus. basically we toked n joked our way thru, n time juz flied. it felt lyk class, except yeah la, less pple. still it felt lyk class, lyk how u can take a small bit of a holographic flim n shine a light thru n it'll still recreate e whole image. its e same, somehow. im gonna miss classes. i nv had such a bonded n funnie class b4. frm e stupid brainless distracting stuff we were doin durin physics class to distract ourselves frm e boring lesson (its e syllabus dats boring, not e teachers!) to seeing ferdi our ct's animated n most of e time exasperated (wif our class) speeches (oh shit, i still owe him my testimonial... ...ahh heck, a few more daes wun hurt. afterall, half e class hasnt done it too :P) to a unanimous agreement dat chinese is our best ib subject afterall, despite us not paying attention to a single lesson of chinese n still acing it, oh man, i hope uni's gonna be juz as gd.

okie yeah, baq to cathay. we were standing outside e starbucks inside e mall (dere r 2 entrances) n yeah, midway thru suddenly vickiie goes, 'omg! did u see dat?' n den goes on to explain how dere was dis gal on e escalator behind us wearing a mini skirt n she bent down n lifted up her skirt abit to scratch her tigh. thx God mi n e other guys had our baqs turned to e escalator, though, mebbe not, we woulda otherwise haf caught a free show. ah nvm, ignore dat testosterone induced comment. though yeah, i did tell dem abt e time i was wif amy in suntec walkin arnd n i was thirsty, so i took a drink of water, n it so happened we were walking beside an escalator, so when i tilted my head up to, yeah, let e water flow down my throat, i nearly spat e water out. seriously man, e mall's design's so bad, if a gal wears a mini n someone so happens to be walkin rite beside e escalator n juz so happens to look up, yeah, u noe wad'll happen. neways i din choked to death, n made a mental note dat if i ever had a gf n she was wearin a mini, nv to take her to suntec. ok besides dat, we aso recalled skool, n even sec skool lyfe, e pranks we played on teachers n fellow students alike. lyk e bb seniors durin bb camp where dey hid n made their juniors walk arnd e skool, durin which dey'll jump out n scare dem. e skool reali has some freaky places, but on e whole, its mostly serene n calm at 1-2am in e morning. its reali nice, juz different frm e bustling skool dat i knew. discovered dat durin e various npcc camps at skool in sec skool. but yeah, reali nice (= esp e class room corridors in e old block, its reali nice when e silver moonlight floods e corridors (=

oh wells, we wun be ggin baq to skool. wad a waste, i shulda hung my ib tie on e eagle after e last paper lyk wad hao suggested.

n yeah, mi n zoni had quite a nice chat much l8r on when e others were fooling arnd, albeit a serious chat. n well, i tink he kinda answered my qn on whether love was selfish or not. to put is dis way, it was reali a deep conversation, esp considerin both of us do TOK which is similar to the A lvl's KI except dat we must pass dis sub in order to get our ib diploma. okie, neways we discussed various things, n yeah, one of which was my qn of whether love was selfish or not, to which he replied dat its both selfish n unselfish. b4 i started tinkin he was soundin more n more lyk siddahartha frm siddahartha by herman hesse, one of our eng (lit la, its lit) bks we had ta mug for our exams, he den clarified it. if i can rmb correctly (i admit i was sleepy den, i shulda drank coffee!), it is selfish cos humans r not perfect, we're mostly motivated by selfish desires. okie i'll bring up another side argument which i did bring up den, den i'll come baq n tie dis one up. i asked him whether it is possible den for one to be noble, to do sth for purely noble purposes, cos u noe, when u do gd, u feel gd, its not possible to not feel gd abt urself, to gain dis sorta satisfaction by doing gd. however, if dis is ur motivation, or if u get a reward, den it reali isnt noble in its essance, isnt it? cos to do a noble act is to do sth without gettin nething in return, but in dis case, u do feel gd. but zoni said dat as long as e motivation is for e gd of someone or e community, as long as someone benefits, it doesnt matter whether u feel gd or not or whether e act is truly done outta kindness or grace, wad matters is e net effect's positive (= kinda provided mi wif some closure to my personal struggle to aspire to be noble, yet dun achieve it cos most of e time, i feel gd doing stuff outta kindness, n more often den not l8r on, i catch myself doing stuff wif dat nice feeling of satisfaction as my motivation, which is wrong. urgh. its a struggle to be a dino.

okie baq to e argument. so love's both selfish n unselfish. its selfish in terms dat, definitely when u initially lyk, n den love someone, it'll probably be more outta selfish reasons den unselfish reasons (c'mon, hu wuld unselfishly share their bfs or gfs cos dey're nice pple hu'ld benefit e other guy/gal? okie, if dis example's bad, ignore it, i juz tot abt it) but yeah l8r on when e feelings r built, u start to sacrifice stuff for one another, dats unselfish love. so its both selfish n unselfish at e same time. doesnt mean dat l8r on its totali unselfish, u definitely wuld selfishly protect ur relationship. i noe i wuld. but yeah, love's gd, it makes e whole world go round. guess i'll keep searching for it. (=

so yepp, male bonding, but mostly, some qns r ans, indrectly, i believe, by God. cool. i finally found some ans i've been looking for. now dis is startin to feel lyk after exams.

a side note, we noticed dat, it feels reali sian after exams. i mean, during exams, u find a 101 things to do. n e best part is, everything, even e smallest, most meaningless thing, seems interesting. even readin dis boring bk somehow seems interesting. but after exams, everything feels sian. u dun even feel lyk doing anything. i mean, as students, ur sole purpose in lyfe seems to be exams. wad happens when ur exams end? wad happens to e poor pple hu live for exams. luckily, i dun live for exams, i live for lyfe, n wad it brings (=

so im gonna be myself, im gonna find a gal hu appreciates mi for hu i am, but more imptly or as imptly, someone whom i love for hu she is.

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Thursday, November 15, 2007 | 10:32 am

1 more left!!!

ACED!!! woohoo! okie, i more left. 1 hr 15 mins separating mi frm freedom. oh the exhilaration! i've so much to do, i've no idea where to begin. so mani old frens to catch up wif, so mani new ones to make, so mani parties, dota, stayovers, fooling arnd, chilling out, n partying as if dere isnt tmr, cos reali, wad else is dere when exams r over? woohoo!

for now i'll work hard to ace dat last one. dat veh veh last one.

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007 | 8:01 pm

pick myself up of e floor

urgh, i feel lyk shit. made dis stupid STUPID friggin mistake which cost mi dearly in terms of marks. lyk, wtf la. i feel so dumb. urgh. was so demoralized after dat i went on to make another stupid mistake. its lyk falling flat on ur face n picking urself up onli to fall flat on ur face wif e next step u take. after dat, u reali dun feel lyk standing up again.

dis exams is reali testing. haiz. i guess i'll haf ta pick myself up again, afterall i still haf some hope tmr.

dere're a few posters advertising smu fencing in my club's salle which i go to fence, and on one of dem reads:
"Only a man who knows what it is like to be defeated can reach down to the bottom of his soul and come up with the extra ounce of power it takes to win when the match is even." - Mohammed Ali

i guess i've sunk so far down, i shuld be able to pick myself up. afterall, i've done it in fencing when i caught up frm a large pt deficit. i'll be able to do it again.

dis is my last 2.5 hrs in e exams. i'll leave e hall wif my head high. i promise.

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Sunday, November 11, 2007 | 9:58 am

sighz

ok fine cyril, u got ur way, i put e emo post up, seeing dat u alrdy copied n pasted it on ur blog (lyk wth?!?). neways found dis reali g8 song by a singer nicknamed 'passion' hus reali sick on e acoustic guitar, and yeah, i found dis song he wrote especially meaningful:

Here's another one...
Passion...
This is my situation...

Verse One:
Never thought that I'd be so weak
Never thought that I'd let my feelings free
She's the girl in the pictures
Sweet mystery
I hid my heart long ago
Why did this have to happen to me?
I know this is special
(Cos the way you make me feel)
Girl it's so special
(The way we keep it real)
The only problem that I have
She's in love with another man

Chorus:
Why does it seem that every time I open my heart?
She's already in love
(She's already in love)
Wishin' one day I'll be the lucky man
Being with you is all I'm thinkin' of
Now I'm not saying you should leave your man
(Don't leave your man)
Tell me, "Get going."
Girl I'll understand
Let me know when I'm wasting my time
And if so, then I'll leave
(I'll leave)

Verse Two:
Girl I know we've spent hours on the phone
Talkin' bout…
And in the back of my mind
Its him you're really thinkin' bout
Right?
Girl it feels so right
At times it feels so wrong
But hope is what keeps me strong
Just the fact you said, “One day we'd be together”
That's what keeps me going on
Girl you're so special
(Cos way you make me feel)
Oh girl it's so special
(The way we keep it real)
The only problem that I have
She's in love with another man

Chorus: Repeat Twice
Why does it seem that every time I open my heart?
She's already in love
(She's already in love)
Wishin' one day I'll be the lucky man
Being with you is all I'm thinkin' of
Now I'm not saying you should leave your man
(Don't leave your man)
Tell me, “Get going”
Girl I'll understand
Let me know when I'm wasting my time
And if so, then I'll leave
(I'll leave)

Verse Three:
I'm not the type of man to bring confrontation
I'm not tryina to steal you away
Girl this game we're playing is dangerous
Cos in the end someone has to pay
(Someone has to pay)
And I know you two got something special
So ima let you be
Thanks for all the moments that we shared
And for setting my heart free

Chorus 2x:
Why does it seem that every time I open my heart?
She's already in love
(She's already in love)
Wishin' one day I'll be the lucky man
Being with you is all I'm thinkin' of
Now I'm not saying you should leave your man
(Don't leave your man)
Tell me, “Get going”
Girl I'll understand
Let me know when I'm wasting my time
And if so, then I'll leave
(I'll leave)

Why does it seem that every time I open my heart?
She's already in love
(She's already in love)
Wishin' one day I'll be the lucky man
Being with you is all I'm thinkin' of
Now I'm not saying you should leave your man
(Don't leave your man)
Tell me, “Get going”
Girl I'll understand
Let me know when I'm wasting my time
And if so, then I'll leave
(I'll leave)

yes, an emo song, i noe.

here's e one wif e intro n e cool guitar riff:


but u wanna reali listen to e lyrics, dis one's better, its juz e first 3 or 4 lines are cut off:


e 2nd vid's reali gd, u can tell he's feeling e lyrics.

ok fine, i noe im emo, i shall not post when im emo, urgh, im nv in a gd state to post dese daes.

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Saturday, November 10, 2007 | 9:38 pm

)=

apologies for e emo post, i took it off.

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| 1:29 am

i really dont know...

b4 u read dis post, juz a warning, dis is gonna be an emo one, so 4 those of u takin ur exams, dun read dis, its 4 ur benefit, trust mi.

i've been doing lotsa tinking lately, some of which, yeah, was in e exam hall, some of which were totally not related to exams and results, and some of which are semi-related to it. but after watching dis 4th last episode of 'the magicians of love' on channel U every fri nite (from 1130pm to 130am, its a must watch!!!), i dunno, is love selfish or unselfish? ok lemme jump baq a few daes ago n elaborate on how dis qn invariably popped up in my head again. i heard e song 'superwoman' by cao ge, aso known by his eng name as gary (he's a chi pop artiste), as the song was playing on e radio, n yeah, i felt e lyrics were meaningful, so i decided to find e mv on youtube. i did, n yeah, to cut e long story short, it was abt dis woman hus loved her man n been wif him for a long time in dis relationship, but one dae juz felt lyk running away, as she felt he din love her. so yeah, in e end, she came baq, out of her own accord, albeit emotionally battered, but yeah, at e door, she told e guy she still loves him, e guy said he loves her, but she then asked dis haunting qn 'ni dao di shi bu shi ai wo, hai shi ai zhi zi?' (loosely translated, do u love me, or do u love yourself) here i interpreted it to mean whether his love for her is selfish, for himself, or whether he genuinely loves her. so i tot, hmmm, love's unselfish?

but yeah, baq to todae, in dis epi of the magicians of love, rite at e end, e grandma of ya si asked him to play rugby wif him (yes i noe, grandma playing rugby, ftw?!?) and yeah, though dat 2-a-side match was comical to watch, at e end, e grandma told him any idiot could see he was letting her win, at which ya si admitted dat he even allowed his younger bro to win in e past (when his younger bro was still alive). however, his grandma brought it up dat dats y he's always letting other people before him, sacrificing himself. his grandma den stated dat love's selfish. so yepp, i reali dunno, is it, or is it not?

sighz, some pple may tink, whether selfish or not, it doesnt reali matter. i dunno, but i tink it does. urgh. though im not as selfless as ya si in e show, often times i let pple have their way first, cos i reali dun haf much confidence in myself, if i do haf any, at all. seriously, i nv did. dats y e whole thing abt chasing t, it was as if it was a dream. time and time again i doubted myself. u guys were e ones dat pushed mi. rmb dat nite? if left alone, i reali wouldnt haf gave her the rose. seriously, i've always felt dat any gal wuld be better wif some other more perfect guy, wuld be happier.

n e irony is dat i've always been a perfectionist by nature. quite cool a combination eh? a perfectionist hu does not haf e least bit of confidence in himself. its quite a lethal combination. yeah n 4 those of u hu still dun believe im a perfectionist, those of u at scf mugging wif mi, i tink it was gab, u rmb when i drew some graph or diagram, i cant rmb, n i tink it was u hu remarked dat e curve was quite nice, u noe how i got to dat consistency? cos ever since we were required to draw curves in sec skool, i've always been e slowest dat doing it, as there will invariably be dis imperfection in e curve, making it not look lyk wad a perfect curve shuld be, i'ld then erase e portion n redraw it. the prob is, the consistency of the line, and the darkness of the pencil marking due to the pressure i exert on the pencil will cause the amended part to stand out. often times i'ld then erase the whole thing and redraw it. im juz dis screwed up perfectionist. dats prob y i can nv except myself. n wads worse was mi havin a bad dae todae where i screwed up my paper, but dats another story.

u noe, rite now, im not tinkin abt rela, or partying or anything. i reali nd gd grades. i juz wanna go to med skool, graduate, become a doc, n help pple. i tink i'll feel contented dat way. dats e onli thing i can tink of dat'll put my weakness, dis strive for perfection to gd use. den i'll join doctors without borders or some other organization n go arnd juz treating illnesses. i tink dat'll be e best thing. but rite now, im damn scared. im damn scared i wun even make it to med skool. im screwed up, im a perfectionist, yet im lazy, i procrastinate...

i reali dunno. dis is str frm my thoughts. im sorry if dis is a mess. im a mess rite now. no wonder my chem teacher told mi to straighten out my lyfe b4 i took e exam. e truth is i could not. its too messed up. im juz damn scared.

i dun wanna live a lyfe without meaning, a meaningless paper chase, chasing after money or anything. or dying and realizing dat im totally worthless, which is wad i feel now. i cant be worthless, it'll be an utter disappointment, to my parents hu pin their hopes on me. if dey were born in dis time period, i swear dey'll def be veh focused n successful. im damn scared.

u noe, all my lyfe, i've felt useless, i dun wanna be dat way, i dun wanna feel dat way anymore. if not, y e hell m i even in existance?

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Thursday, November 08, 2007 | 9:31 pm

Lets dance

after watching 'shall we dance', i've come to a grand conclusion: damn, i miss salsa. alot. i nv realized how long i've gone without it, lyk 11 months without salsa?!?

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Wednesday, November 07, 2007 | 10:47 pm

studying econs is crazy

studying econs is crazy. the preparation for exams is killing mi. no wonder john maynard keynes said, 'in the long run, we're all dead.'

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| 10:44 pm

Fact

i noe mani b4 mi haf said dis, mani still haf pondered dis,

but developmental economics is giving mi a headache.

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| 10:44 pm

Fact

i noe mani b4 mi haf said dis, mani still haf pondered dis,

but developmental economics is giving mi a headache.

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| 9:42 pm

survival

im not surviving im not surviving. i even haf exams tmr which is deepavali and is a public holidae. in fact, its my most paper intensive dae (lyk 3 papers?!?). urgh. lyk e bulk of physics. but not 4getting another stressful econs paper in e morn, on e heels of e econs paper todae. am. damn. scared. urgh.

i'll be glad to get past dis wk alive. dis wk where 70% of all my papers in cramped into 5 daes. dis wk where 2 whole subs are finished, maths almost finished wif e exception of a veh short paper next fri, and half of eng(lit) finished. dis is insane. im uttering gibberish. i hate stress. but at least its normal to be stressed, rite? urgh.

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Monday, November 05, 2007 | 11:34 pm

lalala

yeah, as e title suggests, for those of u hu wanna relax after mugging, or juz want a cheap thrill during dis exam period, try dis utterly lame, retarded, but fun game called boomshine
.

WARNING: it might be time consuming. so dun play it b4 ur maths paper. i noe i did, but yeah, im kinda used to finishing it within 10mins (mean 8 mins, standard deviation 2 mins, go figure), so yepp (=

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| 4:47 pm

wth conversation #2

todae when i saw moh:

mi: hey, its moh!
moh: hello.
moh: u look lyk u've put on weight
mi: -.-"""

lyk, wth la! plus its frm a person lyk moh hu usuali doesnt poke mi! but yeah, of all e random comments b4 e maths paper. nvm, i must go work out after e exams r over. run in e morning, dota in e afternoon, party e evening away! neways i cant tok abt e paper till 24hrs after e paper as regulated, so i wun tok abt any papers till wayy after e exam period, if im not too lazy to blog.

but yeah, my class was crazy as usual when i met up wif dem b4 e paper. chee mun and james were still sporting long hair, yeah, dey din bother to cut (ok mebbe chee mun did, but his is still veh long). yuan ruo surprisingly aso din cut (ok yuan ruo's frm another class, lets juz sae class pple + skool pple), but instead pushed his fringe to e sides, which made him look strikingly similar to junichiro koizumi! we were all teasing him saying 'arigato gozaimas!', or 'baka!'. oh, but e funniest was joel khoo hu took out dis small bottle of chinese medicinal oil and started applying it to his head, cos he claims dat he din slp e whole of last nite due to coffee with sugar. lyk wth, which idiot drinks coffee and expects to slp? ok, mi, i did it once too during my end of yrs last yr n din slp till 430am, lyk wth how m i supposed to noe coffee kicks in so late?!?, but yeah, poor guy. still, e medicinal oil was unbearable for some of us such as ian lin hu sat 5 seats behind him and complained abt e smell after e paper. vickiie was high as usual, we tried to poke her by wacking (ok la, not wacking, juz hitting reali lightly) her on her head, cos she complained dat b4 e prelims when mi n dunno hu n zoni wacked her on e head (i merely patted her on e head), she became dumber n screwed up her paper, so yeah, we were tryin dat again todae :P but yeah, she took a jab at mi saying dat even if she does, she'll probably score higher den mi neways. lyk wtf.

oh wells, my crazy class. hu noes wad tmr'll bring?

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P.S. i'll do a post on my crazy class after e exams, now's not e time to be recollecting too much.

| 12:51 pm

conversation

lalala, maths paper soon... )= but neways, b4 i leave 4 skool, 4 e benefit of e A lvl pple hu've juz finished their chem papers n nd a lill cheering up, here's a conversation dat ocurred dis morning btw ian the brilliant and moi:

Banana : good morning bunny
josh math killed the dinosaurs it starts soon : hahaha
josh math killed the dinosaurs it starts soon : morning ian
Banana : loll 2pm right
josh math killed the dinosaurs it starts soon : yeah, if not mi n hao wun be online
Banana : loll
Banana : maybe you're all ponning math together with me

(Banana is ian, im josh, lyk, yeah, u get e pic)

wth lol?!? he's brilliant.

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Saturday, November 03, 2007 | 10:35 pm

novel theory

after mugging so much dis past wk (and consequently killing so mani trees worth of fullscap and wasting so much ink), i've come to dis groundbreaking discovery:

math killed the dinosaurs

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Friday, November 02, 2007 | 1:47 am

aaaarrruuugggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!

e exams haf finally gotten to mi. wif 3 daes left b4 i hop on dis rollercoaster ride, damn, i havent touched a single page of econs, nor chem. woohoo, dis is gonna be a fun ride. thankfully i've prepared phy more or less, math to a gd deg, and a lill bit of eng (its lit la, juz dat ib calls it eng). feels quite weird, my A lvl frens dun seem stressed out at all when we studied after their papers every afternoon at scf. i'll probably be a wreck during dis period. slp deprived, definitely.

urgh, my tots r coming to mi in drips and draps, im so sowie if dis post feels fragmented. lyk one of my lit books 'Paddy Clarke Ha Ha Ha'. yes, dats e actual title. though it wun be funnie if i haf ta use it outta e 3 set texts i haf for my final paper. i havent even read dat book frm cover to cover.

ok im emo-ing/complaining/whining. sowie )= but yeah, im kinda in panic mode rite now lyk everyone hu woke up todae, or rather ytd, and realized dey had onli 4 daes left to their ib exams! n some of dem start e next dae. omg. damn. u noe wad?

ITS 2 MORE WEEKS TO DOTA!!! WOOHOOOOOOO!!!!! and freedom. and of course, burning my beloved maths textbooks and notes in e big bonfire my class will create during e class party. or at least dats wad most of us r plannig to do. (=

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P.S. sowie if i couldnt lift e mood for all u exam pple )= mebbe i'll post sth happier when i wake up (=