Wednesday, November 14, 2007 | 8:01 pm

pick myself up of e floor

urgh, i feel lyk shit. made dis stupid STUPID friggin mistake which cost mi dearly in terms of marks. lyk, wtf la. i feel so dumb. urgh. was so demoralized after dat i went on to make another stupid mistake. its lyk falling flat on ur face n picking urself up onli to fall flat on ur face wif e next step u take. after dat, u reali dun feel lyk standing up again.

dis exams is reali testing. haiz. i guess i'll haf ta pick myself up again, afterall i still haf some hope tmr.

dere're a few posters advertising smu fencing in my club's salle which i go to fence, and on one of dem reads:
"Only a man who knows what it is like to be defeated can reach down to the bottom of his soul and come up with the extra ounce of power it takes to win when the match is even." - Mohammed Ali

i guess i've sunk so far down, i shuld be able to pick myself up. afterall, i've done it in fencing when i caught up frm a large pt deficit. i'll be able to do it again.

dis is my last 2.5 hrs in e exams. i'll leave e hall wif my head high. i promise.

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